I appreciate for the team

Of course , this is not a great company as Tencent. But, seems the job and this company is likely fit me in a way. I had read an article about "How to know whether you like your current job or not". One of the points is you feel good with the colleagues and your jobs, and, you can enhance yourself but not wander around.
What I want to underline is ... all the colleagues seem friendly including those remote clients.
Mr. Shen gave me several simple tasks to practice. As you can imagin if I told you it's nearly one and a half year that I haden't made development job, you will feel astonished.. . perhaps.
We had a english dicussion meeting at this Thursday. I have thought that my oral english is soso to express myself clearly, but ... I failed. When I want to express that, how to deal with the problem that our clients and we have different time zones. They eyed each other, they didn't catch me at all ... that make me feel upset.
I should say "what should we do if we are in work when they are in off hours" ( this was sugguested by Mr.Shen, our manager). They are really very friendly, since I made several stupid mistake. You cannot believe I'd said a words like "he don't"... shit for the fucky English -__-

But fortunately, I accomplished 4 little tasks which made Mr. Shen feel good. Even one and a half year, many many things looks strange to me (like thouse CET-4 words return to new words to me, as well). I can handle the simple tasks by my experience and the friendly team's help.

We welcomed a new member Ruth to our English discussion meeting weekly. She was major in English, and has a very standard tongue. This was the first time that I realized my tongue is not standard as I think , which made me a little upset too...I am confused how to improve English ..if the customer gives me a call, how sucks if I cannot communicate with them?

It is pleasing that this job is not only limited to boring coding, but also some intereasting things.Mr.Shen gave us a helpful suggestion that he often see some english tv-series like "Friends", and he dosen't prefer checking the unknown words during the listening or reading, he said many words can explain by itself, and it will occure again, so you can remember what's that meaning. That's to say, he seldom recites vocabulary, but using English in the routine life.

Last morning ... when I told huahua that I spend much time of the spare time to study, she said, so pity to hear that, a 30-year-old woman should get marrige and pregnant and have a cute babe,  but not work hard in office , and ... even study in the leisure time! Yes ...yes, everybody want a happy family, is there anyone dosen't want? But ... what can I do? what I can do perhaps is waiting and keep waiting, waiting for some guy who is really suitable for me. Just like we are born for each other. 

Perhaps you guys here, can give me some suggestions on all of these o.o The earlier, the more, the better.