English Learning Points
作者:米拉 日期:2010-02-07 16:46:34
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作者:米拉 日期:2010-03-09 23:42:59
Try to stuff my faculties with satisfied work, working with friendly mates, reading worthy books, watching great movies, learning what I deeply interest ,is the only way spreading in front of me that I really enjoy and ready to take. I've heard about this kinda theory of how to improve self confidence. It said, even you don't want to stuck in pain or grief, you must face it, you must live through it. That's is what I learned from reality several months before.
Again, I appreciate for the unbearable period of time then, eventually, I came through, I made myself stronger in heart. Anyway, I got to know the real definition of strong. Never use other way or exercise like listening to the music, hanging out with friend or any guy, nor dancing nor shopping, just face what tense your throat and make your stomach suck, try to go to deep sleep, and when you open your eyes after a tolerate night, you'll find 'tomorrow is another day' is a broadly -agreed truth.
Even now, the recall will still make me feel suck, I can come over it over and over, times after times, how can I say? It's my fate to be required and somehow obliged. I still got an hope with that jerk's horrible and grieved end. What a jerk I've ever met. Nobody will exceed in my opinion, I've never met with this kinda of self-aggrandizing man, a definite liar, a really jerk, a disguising scum. I will never believe this sort of 'thing' can end with happiness, to hell with him, accept my curse !
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作者:米拉 日期:2010-02-27 22:20:35
Hard to believe, it's past ten days, and I didn't get any blog here, that means, I 'm taking a normal, happy and peaceful life that I really want. It's the first time, that I got life is a stuff of one person, if there is someone involved in the peace will gone. So, i do feel appreciate for my current lifestyle - love my job, feel free to chat with my mates, back home, learn something, and sometimes, if it really has, perhaps I will cost few minutes to recall someone, and the memory with the guy, or the jerk.
It's Saturday, I spend my whole day looking "Desperate housewife", i had intended to use the chance to learn English, I mean, during the American tv-series. But I'm so attracted by the story it tells, so ... >///< lol
Learning to be a novice
作者:米拉 日期:2010-02-16 12:01:15
I'v realized what force me to live and/or what make me full of spirit is from the words - "learning to be a novice". More I studied, more less i felt I lack of. I absorbed like a sponge, surfing on the internet - a very wide world, eg NLP / BBS humon & body columnist / every stories in WIKI site's index page ..
I indeed realized so much time I wasted in the former wandered ages, I studied little in the past 8 years, I wasted so much time on unworthy "love", cyber games, wandering, hung out and ... keep isolated from the world for many years. So I almost don't know how to make up, never cost a little much on any skin care products, i don't know how to manage my bribes in an approprate way. Keeping money in the bank, drew out what I need, that is all .
Every day , I enjoy "learning to be a novice" , and think in myself, wonder, confused, lost , and realize. I try to keep the search result only in English-language webpages, and found a very, very, very wide world. And , suddenly, I think this lifestyle is okay for me - be alone. I think, it's for the home's sake. I live in my own house which I lived for nearly 23 years in sum up. Here, I enjoy being alone. But, as I wrote in my former blogs, the loniness just like a monster ate my spirit, beat my heart ... when I was in ShenZhen, alone. For the all happened, I really realized, HOME is irreplacable absolutely. Nobody will take the role of mom for their children.
In 2010, I will do what's in my mind, which will be not just only in mind, I need to let it become real things. If I want to do something, I need to do as soon as I can. If I think I need to do anything, I MUST let it happen. That is "power of execution". Like people have to learn how to manage their life, their time, and also, their money.
It's always interesting to be a man who are always learning to be a novice. And, another words - "Welcome to the real world, it suck, but you gonna love it"
