What a shame and stupid ..

What a shame and stupid that I give a bad impression to my boss when I told him that I spend a whole day in dealing with the stupid virus this Monday. Whatever if my working computer was infected by the fucking virus, i shouldn't inform this to my manager, what a shame of me to do this sort of thing .. My sister will blame me if she found that. (But .. what can I say about the rebuilding request -.- of course I cannot tell him a story, since I didn't get this habit.)

My manager felt confused about why the exprirenced people like me caught the fucky virus. I ran my computer without any anti-virus software for 5 days, so I caught the virus. This sort of "trifle" mistake means a lot, in fact. You can imagine a kind of virus make all of the system crashed inside the LAN. So, i swear it's the first and last time that I make this stupid mistake. I never let my pc involved in virus infection before this. Oh, shit... I hate that virus!

Except for the stupid notification, I told my manager that it's a long time since I quited my last develope job, so perhaps I will not catch up asap. What I mean is .. please don't give me difficult development task, at least now! I'v thought that he know about that, but he told me "oh, no, 别这么和我说", that means which scared him, because he want me to do mojority dev work. Oh, shit ... again

This is definitely the first difficulty here, that I must handle the new dev skill and I must take the dev work as soon as I can.

What's more is ... I don't know how to write an email with formal english. My colleague can make that, but I never write this kind of email at all even in Chinese! I have been worked for many years, but.. what i got from my jobs except the pity little money.

I'v read 6% percent of the english novel - "Harry Porter 1" within nearly 10 hours -.- it's grateful that the book is not hard to read, i supposed perhaps it's just for foreign children. The words is casual enough. I took the cet-6 thesaurus, what a foolish reciting method I ever used. I think there must be a more effective means to recite.

In a word, there are many things I need to face and improve, indeed, such as development skill English Writing skill, spoken english and so on. I need to rent a room near our company, so I can get more time to study and keep my life in regularer routine style...